Stage Fright

Sa muling pagbabalik ko sa pagbablog, marami akong gustong sabihin. Siguro yung mga naipon na ng matagal sakin. Medyo marami-rami to, pero iisahin ko na lang muna. Unahin natin yung confessions ko nung nakaraang taon. Hoy ah. Hindi naman masasama yung mga pinaggagawa ko. Well, you be the judge. Hahaha. Pero sige.

1. I pirated a lot movies. I have like hundreds of movies illegally downloaded.
2. I always missed eating breakfast.
3. I stole stuff from some friends but it's really not a big deal. They don't need those stuff anyway.
4. I tried smoking again. I stopped for like a year now but in my depressing nights days, cigarettes really makes me feel better. It didn't last for a week though. I eventually stopped.
5. I spent most of my time in the internet.
6. Lots of expectations, lots of disappointments.
7. I loved too much.
8. I always cared but never showed it.
9. For once or maybe thrice, I listened to Justin Bieber.
10. I did crazy decisions and did not have the courage (or confidence) to face the consequences.
11. I cried a lot.
12. I pretended to be happy most of the time so my friends wouldn't ask what my problem is because I don't have the guts to say it to them. So I keep it to myself.
13. I always teased my brother.
14. I've never been completely honest to myself.
15. I always needed attention but never told anyone.
16. I spent too much on fast food and unnecessary expenses like arcade.
17. I withdrew P 5,000 for food, dates and meet-ups.
18. I didn't save money for a year.
19. I lost a friend.
20. I prioritized people who never even cared about me.

So yan. Di ko na maisip yung iba. I just hope this year, mawala kahit konti dyan. Kasi kung madadagdagan pa yan. Di ko na lang alam. Hahaha.

For my New Year's Resolution:

1. Learn something new.
2. Prioritize myself more.
3. Never expect.
4. Stop wishing people to change.
5. Do something crazy.
6. Stop crying.
7. Travel.
8. Be with people I love.
9. Study seriously.
10. Be perfectly happy.

I know, it's been a while. Medyo matagal na rin akong di nakapag-update ng blog. Sorry about that. Ang kumplikado kasi ng utak ko ngayon. Ang daming pumapasok na hindi naman dapat pumasok. Kaya ayan tuloy. Eto ang epekto. Hahaha. At, baka i-delete ko na rin tong blog. Hindi ko alam kung gagawa pa ako ng bago. Ay ewan. Bahala na. Hahaha.

Sige guys. Ingat kayo.

September na ! Ilang months na lang, December na ! Yes, I'm reaaaally excited for December this year. Well, I'm looking forward for this year's Christmas, and I can't wait ! Excited na talaga akoooo :)

Kaya pala biglang dami yung views ng blog ko, dahil dito oh. Grabe. Nakakatuwa lang 133 page views ang pag-ibig ko ! :))))))))))))))))))))

Wala lang. Masaya lang ako. Pampalubag loob :))) Salamat sa mga nag-view :)))))))))))

Waking up this morning thinking this can't be real.
But they say there is nothing love can heal.
Why don't you come down so you can feel what I feel ?
Sitting all alone in this place.
Even though we're here face to face.
There is nothing gone but there's something wrong. 
Can't you see, that I'm stuck here underneath,
and you're making it hard to breathe.
So take a look around and tell me what you see, you'll find me, underneath.
I know what to say what don't know where to begin. 
The fear of losing you beneath my skin. 
Is there a solution to this pain that I'm in ?
Sitting all alone in this place.
Even though we're here face to face.
There is nothing gone but there's something wrong.
Can't you see, that I'm stuck here underneath,
and you're making it hard to breathe.
So take a look around and tell me what you see, you'll find me, underneath.
If only you could feel what I dream,
maybe you could hear what I mean.
There is nothing gone but there's something missing.
Can't you see, that I'm stuck here underneath,
and you're making it hard to breathe.
So take a look around and tell me what you see, you'll find me, underneath.